Just somethings I need to say

As usual this weekend was amazing, but most of my weekends are, they just go by way to fast. However, I will say that a decision was made and even though some people may think it was a hard one it was just one that needed to be done and that was delaying our wedding. The only reason we did is because financially we would not be ready to get married in September so we just have decided to wait to get married until Spring of 2012. Part of dreams coming true means that sometimes things are better off waiting for. I have waited to get married a long time but this time I just know it is right, and that it is for all the right reasons. 
In the past I have not had good relationships and to the point that I was lied to about everything, but that is behind me, now I look at my future and I wonder where does the future hold, and it belongs in the direction I am going, I am 6 months from graduating, I have faith I will land the job I have been waiting for in psychology or counseling, I just can feel nothing but good things coming my way. 
There is nothing more then I want than to have a baby and I know it will happen and it may happen sooner than I think it will happen, I just know that I love my life, I love those that are in it. Life is all about a lesson and lessons and I know I have learned some along the way, but I know that some experiences that I have had have made me a better and stronger person. I love having a man that supports me in everything that I do, I know that we may have fights and we may have arguments but in the end they make us just that much stronger. Each day that I get to spend with him is one more day closer to our dreams coming true. There is nothing more that I want then to simply be happy. Not letting life get us down but to just take life and it is and enjoy each and every moment that we have, laugh, cry, but more than anything just seize the moment and seize the day and make the best of today. 
I am happy because I am loved, and that I mean the world to that one person that matters, and that is the love of my life, the joy of my life, the one that always knows how to cheer me up when no one else can and that is my love of my life Patrick.